That's two perfect nights under my belt now, and tonight is shaping up to be a third, with
relative ease.
I do say 'relative' for a reason, more on that shortly.
Today was a busy and stressful day at work - careful readers might note that the last two times I mentioned that were immediately followed by hard crashes. But not today - I was more aware of my tiredness, which probably helped, as it let me plan for additional naps.
The first of these was an accidental 5 or 10 minute snooze in front of the tv just after my 9pm nap (Reminder to self: no couch, no tv when tired!!!). I awoke from this feeling surprisingly refreshed and 'satisfied'. So no issues there.
Regardless of this impromptu 'napette', I still felt it wise to take an 'official' additional nap at 11pm, which I did. It was uneventful, but I do now feel as if I've pulled myself further away from the edge of sleep deprivation.
I promised that I would elaborate on my earlier choice of the word 'relative' which I used to describe how easy the nights are. It's become apparent to me that surviving this week with some good sleep stats to show for it is now merely a matter of applying the 'keep active' formula. And that's fine, even heartening.
What I have to struggle with every night (at least when I'm tired - when I'm not tired Wil should be love sen.
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It's now a few hours later, and I've left the above as an interesting example of what happens if you try too hard to continue blogging while you're nodding off. I've only just noticed it now while finishing this entry. I don't have a clue how the thought that I was trying to communicate got mashed into what you see above, but it is interesting how I somehow managed to include the word 'love'. Anyway, I noticed myself nodding off, at which point I got up and did some cleaning to keep myself busy.
The point I was trying to make is that, at night, when you're tired, you really miss sleeping, and beds, and the freedom to lie down and relax. It's actually quite difficult. But this only happens when you're tired - you don't miss those things at all when you're alert, active, and awake as you would be during any normal day. I have to remind myself at the time that one of the main goals of this transition is to eliminate these 'tired' periods.
Time for my 5am nap...
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